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Nov. 11th, 2025 04:50 pm
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And then suddenly, it became tech week for Verdi.

We borrowed Valerie Sainte-Agathe from SF Girls' Choir in preparation for this performance. Valerie breaks things down differently from Ash, but I like how she pushes us in certain ways that make us realize we know things better than we think we do; it's a confidence builder. Of course, that's a double-edged sword when it's the case where you actually don't know things as well as you know you need to, but I think overall most of us are benefiting from that presumption of a musical capability baseline, that we can read notes and lyrics at the same time and don't always have to start with one or the other. The occasional singing in mixed formation; the times when she tells us to just put the sheet music down and trust our memory.

We did a "retreat" a couple of weekends ago to basically cram in the equivalent of two additional rehearsals, and I think it helped to just run almost everything in order, to realize that yes, we actually have touched on all of the sections where we sing, and now it's just a matter of linking them together into one performance. (And, um, warming up sufficiently; some of my sopranos have definitely not been feeling warmed up enough for some of the high notes we've got in the Verdi; apparently the tenors have a similar plaint.)

Rehearsals Wednesday and Thursday; performance Friday night, along with a world premiere from Cava Menzies to open the show. I believe there are still tickets available for anyone local and interested. Guess I'd better dig out the concert blacks soon and make sure they're clean :) And figure out a lighter-weight folder for the Verdi, lord is the new edition heavy, but it still needs to be in a black music folder to blend in!

(Note to self: obviously it won't arrive in time for Verdi, but if you're thinking about trying to find a lighter-weight concert top before Break Bread, look at Blackstrad? Occasionally, the algorithm deposits actually relevant things in my feed. I'm currently intrigued by their Vesper top and their Elektra top, though I suspect given dress code the Vesper's a better option. There's even a petite section!)

And Break Bread will be upon us faster than a blink: rehearsal next week, break for Thanksgiving, two more regular rehearsals, and then dress rehearsal and performance all on Sunday, December 15. I'd better hurry up and order my music for our February concert, haven't done that yet, naughty section leader!
[personal profile] doodlemancy
just kidding, this is just a vent post about the last 2 weeks of my life. some fun facts about me:
  • i have adhd
  • vyvanse works great for me
  • i also have pretty severe psychological trauma from a time some prescription meds went bad on me which has led to emetophobia and an extreme fear of unfamiliar substances
  • generic vyvanse does not work for me at all AND makes me sick to my stomach which triggers the emetophobia
  • i am also really bad on the phone, because i have trouble understanding people and i get really anxious and clam up and forget how to talk and it's a nightmare

(october 29th)

pharmacy #1: we're out of vyvanse. it'll be in on november 3rd

me: ugh whatever, this is the kind of thing i skip doses so i can cover, it's fine

(november 3rd)

pharmacy #1: haha just kidding november 10th

me (facedown in a puddle of my own blood, barely able to think or move, due to Aunt Flo's stupid shenanigans): whatever it's not like i'm getting anything done this week. guess im taking a break from my meds for a while

(november 5th)

friend: hey did you see Sun Pharmaceuticals' generic lisdexamfetamine is all fucked up and recalled?

me: ...that might explain why the pharmacy is struggling to fill my name brand stuff again ugh

(november 10th)


pharmacy #1: we will have it on november 24th

me: sure you will, sweetie. hey pharmacy #2 do you have my dosage of vyvanse in stock

pharmacy #2: yeah we have plenty of that right now

me: ok clinic can you please re-send the prescription over to pharmacy #2 thank you

clinic: yep (waits until the very end of the business day)

me: fuck's sake. it's really a waste of everyone's time that i have to go back to them like this every single time

(and at this point i start doing my research and find out, at the very least, there was a DEA rule change in 2023 that i didn't hear about that means i can have even a schedule II prescription transferred once between two pharmacies without my prescriber's intervention. why did no one ever mention this! who knows!!!!!!!!! i had been told this was impossible!)

(november 11th)

pharmacy #2: vyvanse out of stock sorry. none until the 24th

me: but you said you hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

pharmacy #2: sorry what i meant yesterday was we have plenty of the trash generic shit that makes you sick and useless and panicky

me:

me: okay,

me: well,

me: can we transfer it to another pharmacy

pharmacy #2: yes it looks like this other one near you has it in stock

me (stupid, expecting literally anything to ever go right): yay! one more phone call and i'm done!

pharmacy #3: hey so we tried to transfer it but your insurance said it's too soon since it was last filled

me:

me: but it hasn't been filled since september

pharmacy #3: thats weird

me: oh it's because the clinic forgot to cancel it at pharmacy #1. ugh can you cancel it or do i have to call someone else

pharmacy #3: you have to call someone else

me (dying inside): (screams into pillow)

me: UUUUUUUUUUUGH clinic can you please cancel the prescription at pharmacy #1

clinic: yes and i will call you back when it's done

me (feebly): do you have a time frame because i'm kind of scared pharmacy #3 is going to run out before they can fill it

clinic: no time frame sorry

me (too nice): ok :)

me: (screams into pillow again)

(and then the clinic proceeded to actually do the thing in a timely manner, but not call me back, but i caught it in time because i was feverishly refreshing pharmacy #1's website waiting for my old prescription to disappear.)

so here i am. with a splitting headache (from being unmedicated and sleep-ruined and furious) and a raw throat (from literally screaming into pillows because this sent me into an emotional meltdown). waiting for pharmacy #3 to notify me when it's ready to pick up. still unable to relax because what if they figure out a way to play keep-away some more lmao lmao lmao lmao

i have some rhetorical questions about this experience:
  • why?
  • why was any of this my responsibility?
  • why do i have to be everyone's unpaid intern?
  • why do i always have to be everyone's unpaid intern specifically when i am off my meds?
  • when will i get the millions of dollars in emotional damages i am clearly owed for being put through this same shit over and over and over and over and over since 2023?
  • how could anyone in this wretched world possibly believe in a loving god?
  • what if i just screamed really really loud next time this inevitably happens again? would someone help if i just started off with screaming? maybe i'll just scream
  • AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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[personal profile] tyger

This chair isn't bad exactly, but it's a little too high and my back keeps hurting after a few hours in front of it because I keep stooping very very slightly to see things. :/ Honestly I should probably bring my chair in and use it even though it's still missing a cushion - the actual structural work is done, it's just replacing the cushion that's left which is my job, not my father's. Which is fine! I just. Blanket. Do not have brain for other projects, really, particularly not with Mama and the chook run extension thing butting in sometimes.

Speaking of, we did some more work on that today, and we made progress!! ...and then it started raining, so it was only a little progress, but hey, at least the 'take the door apart and put it back together on something flat' idea worked. (It's still liable to twist, but it's much better, and we've determined that it's pretty much a material fault and nothing we can really do about it. If it's still going weird once we've added the chicken wire etc I will consider Adding Shit to keep it vaguely straight.) Also I got to use the mallet on it, which was very therapeutic.

Other than that, couple of lines on the blanket (closing in on the end of the max length lines! Soooon!), some minecraft... nothing much else. Very sleepy day since Mama keeps waking me up, bleh.

yep, still playing ZA.

Nov. 11th, 2025 09:46 am
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I love that Tyrunt knows Charm. Lil man will chew up all your furniture, knock over your antique lamp, and eat you out of your house and home and then he goes 'i'm baby :3' and you forgive him immediately.

def keeping that move for when he evolves. X3
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media log 2: now is personal >:D

Nov. 10th, 2025 04:38 pm
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[personal profile] lumemiruuuuuuuuuuu
im happy to also have watched many pieces of media this month, so here are some reviews for random ahh films. i watched more romance than usual, and i binged a series :D. i also will include other things not under the spoiler section as i dont have a lot of thoughts about them.

spoilers for!!:
✧˖ kase-san and morning glories (2018)
✧˖ punch-drunk love (2002)
✧˖ bugonia (2025) (the review will contain mentions of violence and medical abuse)
✧˖ murder drones (2021) (the review will contain mentions of violence and blood)

Read more... )

as for the spoiler free section:

frankenstein (2025): i didnt pay as much attention as i would wanted to, as i spent most of the movie making jokes (specially quoting this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21eWRLOVhTk), but for the obvious things, the set designs and special effects were incredible (it’ll be mad if this doesnt win the oscar for best special effects. only worthy contestant i can think of might be the new wicked movie), mia goth was stunning, jacob elordi killed it, yeah no complaints aside from that. HOWEVER, it might be because, again, i didnt pay much attention to the film as i should’ve, but i really disliked the ending, as it changed the current emotional stage of the titular characters WAAYYY to quick, contradicting the literal scene that happened before 😭. i’ll rewatch it soon to make up my mind on this

quinografia (2025): casually my back pains started to get reeeaaallyyy bad when i was at the theatre watching the film, so i wasnt able to pay much attention either ;-;. i liked the usage of multiple interviews to show how quino was throughout his life but the direction of the film seemed kind of disoriented. still it was nice to see quino’s comics in the film :3.

also stream LUX (new album of rosalia), is a banger :3. anyways have a good day y’all :)
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ao3 alphabet meme

Nov. 10th, 2025 10:11 pm
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[personal profile] nerakrose
this has been going around and I couldn't resist having a go. It seems to vary whether to include a fic link or not, but I decided to include my links.

Meme Rules: How many letters of the alphabet have you used for [starting] a fic title? One fic per line, ‘A’ and 'The’ do not count for 'A’ and ’T’. Post your score out of 26 at the end, along with your total fic count.

A - Anthony J Crowley Fell
B - Baklava
C - Come to Naples
D - darling tonight, i've got you in my sights
E - Esarina Anastasia of Volstov, first of her name
F - the five year plan or if it doesn't count if it's prefaced by 'the' then here's an alternative: Four Names
G - Grim Winter Was Howlin'
H - honeyed
J - Joy Ride
K - Kaffe
L - longing
M - Molasses
N - no gentlemen left
O - Of Gilded Wallpaper and Meddling Dragons
P - patron saint of whores
Q - Quickie
R - Rose Trees
S - somebody else's wallet
T - til solen står op
U - untitled I think this one might be considered cheating, so here's an alternative: Up all night to get Bucky
V - Vasketøj
W - We're Sure to Grow Old Together
X -
Y -
Z -

23/26, which I think is pretty good! I had multiple choices for several of the letters so I tried to prioritise by picking the most recent. Not having one that starts with Y seems odd as it's not that rare, for English, but I couldn't find one on my main account.

Total number of ao3 works: 123 (not all are fics and I can't be arsed to go through and subtract art and fanbindings from the total.)
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LOL. Blast from the past.

Nov. 10th, 2025 02:47 pm
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A panel from Alan Moore's Watchmen, with the caption "It's November 10th now."
[A panel from Alan Moore's Watchmen, with the caption "It's November 10th now. There is a circulatory system walking through the kitchen..."]

#684, Bashō

Nov. 10th, 2025 09:23 am
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[personal profile] runpunkrun
an early winter shower
a rice paddy with new stubble
darkens just a bit
     -1690

Translation by Jane Reichhold.

俳句 )

More sleep = less concentration???

Nov. 11th, 2025 02:45 am
tyger: A small ginger cat in a wicker bag (Sushi - bag)
[personal profile] tyger

I seriously had A Time of it with the blanket today. Got two rows done, but it took forever, I just couldn't fucking concentrate. Dunno why! I got lots of sleep last night! And yet!

Mama and I did do some work on the chook run, and also the chook run extension thing today, which was...

...look we ended up tying one of the poles in place with wire because the fastener provided just Would Not Catch, so. That's. Roughly how it's going. And then we put the door together, which is uh... a rectangle... and we somehow managed to twist it. The instructions are Not Complicated, and yet.

Gonna try taking it apart and putting it back together while laying it on the table tomorrow, and if that doesn't work we'll need to ask my father, which. Will be. Annoying. Still, can't be more annoying that That Goddamn Thing, and who knows he might even have a solution for that. (Doubt it though, it's a fucker.)

Delicious delicious vanilla custard

Nov. 10th, 2025 03:23 pm
cimorene: Illustration from The Cat in the Hat Comes Back showing a pink-frosted layer cake on a plate being cut into with a fork (dessert)
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Wax made some eclairs for me last week, after I complained that you can't get them in Finland! It took two days (she made the pastry cream a day early), and a bunch of hours, but she agrees that it's not like it's hard, just a lot of fussing around. I am now not positive but I THINK I've maybe never had fresh eclairs before? I had fresh ones Friday, then leftover ones Saturday and Sunday now. The second-day ones where the crust has softened are definitely way more familiar. The fresh ones were incredibly delicious.

Our favorite icecream shake is pistachio and vanilla combined with coffee and amaretto (we were too depressed to make it this summer, because you have to get out a food processor and do a bunch of steps) and I've been trying for years to think how to combine these flavors into a cold-weather dessert. Maybe eclairs is the answer! Amaretto-coffee icing and pistachio-vanilla pastry cream? Or pistachio icing and coffee-amaretto pastry cream?

Speaking of Wax, she updated her journal [personal profile] waxjism for the first time in two years or something. Maybe because I told her I was not as qualified as she was to post about the eclairs.
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Wait, What? (Wild Adapter News)

Nov. 9th, 2025 08:26 pm
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Kazuya Minekura to Resume Wild Adapter Manga After 9 Years

Ichijinsha announced on Monday that Kazuya Minekura will resume her Wild Adapter manga when Ichijinsha's Ichijin Plus web manga site returns after maintenance on August 8. The new 50th chapter of the manga will be the first chapter for the manga in nine years since the 49th chapter debuted on Ichijinsha's Zero-Sum Online site in 2016 .....

Original Article (on Anime News Network)

The comments on this indicate that the article dropped July 2025. On the other hand, the article also notes that Saiyuki Reload Blast continued in September 2024. Does anyone know whether it did?

[personal profile] ursamajor
I know, two baking entries in a row, but I really do need to write down my riffs and recipes when I make them so that I actually remember what I did! Especially when I use up the tail end of things I don't always keep in stock. So playing a little bit of catch-up here.

For choir baking this week, I started with Nik Sharma's Spicy Chocolate Chip Hazelnut Cookies, and King Arthur's recommendations for making drop cookies into bars.

the process of riffage )

spicy hazelnut ginger bars )

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I also made Smitten Kitchen's Chocolate Toffee Cookies for the first time in awhile.

everything is riffs )

chocolate toffee cookies, modernized )

*

I had a glut of carrots, so I tweaked Serious Eats' Brazilian Carrot Cake recipe to fit a 9x9 pan.

riff notes )

carrot cake in a blender )

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Cramming one last recipe riff in here while I'm thinking about it: yet another choir bake, furikake marshmallow bars. Basically crispy rice cereal treats with added furikake, black sesame, and a little sesame oil.

furikake marshmallow bars )
[personal profile] tyger

This is not a thing I should be proud of and yet. Sleep schedules, man. Make living with other people hell. (Or, at least, with Mama. My father isn't a great housemate in many ways, but he's extremely accepting of sleep.)

Anyway! Mama and I worked on the chook run extension thing for a bit today! UGH, still so frustrating. But we've made progress!!! Probably more tomorrow, too, as long as the weather cooperates. Which is not guaranteed, at all, everything was soaked this morning it just happened to come good so we could work in the afternoon...

Other than that, couple of rows on the blanket - I don't think I'm quite at halfway, but I'm getting there for sure! Just gotta keep a steady pace and I should get there without too much trouble. If nothing goes wrong, of course, which does mean I'll need to keep it well away from Sushi... He's been made of beans recently, zooming around the house much more the usual and back to climbing up curtains etc. etc. etc. He picked a fight with the cardboard scratcher I have behind me this evening, which was pretty funny. Yeah, you show that cardboard who's boss! XD

updates + art dump ^^

Nov. 9th, 2025 08:48 am
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well so…this week my health hasn’t been the best ngl, im better now but I jst had awful back pains lol. and tomorrow is my last day of school FINALLYYYYYYYYYYY :D. it technically isn’t the end of the school year, but eh i dont have anything to do there. i also opened mastodon accounts lol (my normal one is [mastodon.social profile] lumem11ru and my art one is [mastoart.social profile] momodetwicereal), as i still wanted a platform to microblog with a more traditional social media functioning, but that was still small and not distracting af (unlike tumblr, and anyway im not active there AT ALL except for reblogs, and prolly for a future denreze event, even though im not a shipper BUT i do find their relationship VERY VERY INTERESTING, and it would be nice to participate :3), and it seemed like a nice alternative

also here are some cutesy drawings I’ve done :3, one for a server challenge, and another one i meant to do for Lara’s birthday but couldn’t due to my health


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О Тэруюки Кагаве

Nov. 9th, 2025 02:23 am
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Серия японских игр Ryuu ga Gotoku/Yakuza недавно поставила на уши своих американских SJW-фанатов. Дело состояло в том, что игроделы, выпускающие эту серию, время от времени берут одну из старых игр и сооружают её осовремененную переделку. Переделки эти обычно обозначаются словом Kiwami (высшая точка, верх, предел) в названии. Например, первая игра в серии, которая вышла в 2005 году и в Японии называлась Ryuu ga Gotoku, а в англоязычных странах — Yakuza, в 2016 году была усовершенствована в области графики и игровой механики и перевыпущена под названием Yakuza Kiwami. То же самое случилось со второй игрой, выпущенной в 2006 году: в 2017 году появилась "подшаманенная" Yakuza 2 Kiwami. И вот наконец дело дошло до третьей игры, переделка которой была обещана к выходу в 2026 году.

Озвучивать одного из второстепенных отрицательных персонажей в переделке третьей игры позвали некого Тэруюки Кагаву. Это, насколько я могу судить, телеведущий и актёр кино и кабуки, причём с подмоченной репутацией. В 2022 году сайт японского консервативного новостного журнала "Сюкан синтё" (週刊新潮) опубликовал статью о пьяном дебоше и домогательствах, учинённых Кагавой в 2019 году в одном из токийских баров. Кагава, находясь в подпитии, стащил лифчик с одной из так называемых "хостесс" (японских консуматорш) и стал его нюхать, сопровождая это действо пошлыми комментариями. Лифчик он потом отдал троим своим приятелям, которые, судя по статье, тоже его понюхали, а сам засунул руку консуматорше в декольте и начал щупать её за сиськи. Несколькими днями позже "Сюкан синтё" опубликовал статью-продолжение, в которой говорилось, что на той же попойке Кагава "с демоническим лицом" схватил за волосы маму-сан (бордель-маман в баре) и сильно потянул. После инцидента пострадавшая консуматорша подала иск — но, удивительным образом, не к Кагаве, а к бордель-маман, утверждая, что в обязанности той входило предотвращение домогательств к "девочкам" со стороны клиентов. Впрочем, к тому моменту, как "Сюкан синтё" осветил этот инцидент, иск был уже отозван. Перед консуматоршей Кагава извинился по телевизору — он был ведущим какой-то передачи. Его агентство тоже на всякий случай извинилось. А вот чуть не засуженная бордель-маман позже жаловалась, что ей никаких извинений от Кагавы не досталось. Практически сразу же после публикации "Сюкан синтё" его конкурент, таблоид "Сюкан бунсюн" (週刊文春), выкопал(архив) историю ещё одного пьяного дебоша Кагавы: в 2018 году на корпоративе он ударил по голове женщину из съёмочной группы канала, с которым сотрудничал. Тут обошлось немедленными извинениями, и никаких исков не последовало. >>> )

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Nov. 8th, 2025 09:22 pm
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I keep meaning to write about nice things, hopeful things, but instead things at work improved and then deteriorated in this very bizarre, time limited way. I find myself thinking my biggest obstacle at work is actually my own psyche, my own issues and complexes and anxiety, and trying to work through that. So, some meandering navel gazing.

work clusterfuck mostly )
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