![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
elyusionSo I have to make another one of these posts. *lights cig*
I'm kind of late, but I've been busy. And so, so tired. Not because of depression. I just keep fucking up my sleep schedule.
Past
Present
Future
I'm kind of late, but I've been busy. And so, so tired. Not because of depression. I just keep fucking up my sleep schedule.
Past
- I finished Final Fantasy IV (DS) on the 9th, and The Legend of Zelda on the 15th.
- I wrote an entry about FFIV; still deciding if I should make it public because I fear it's pretty rambly and useless. I did end up liking the game though! Despite it all!
- I started Zelda a few hours later, and beat it just under a week later. It took me that long because I was busy packing and thinking about packing though. It probably actually only took me a few hours. Thing is, I played it on Nintendo Switch Online and I rewound time after 96% of the hits I took. I wonder if this is like... moral...? In the video game world. I imagine many would say that I cheated big-time and ruined my own enjoyment, but I dunno, because I did enjoy it. And when I played the game all that time ago without cheating I didn't have so much fun. Even save state abuse didn't amuse me as much as going back in time 2 seconds every 3 seconds for those final dungeons. I guess it's just a little embarrassing to say to the public that I couldn't beat the game honestly, but it's true. Well, it's not like I've never played any other Zelda. I beat those without cheating, and that's enough.
- On the 19th I moved to Louisiana, and that same night I went out to a daiquiri place, and then to the club, and then the next day we went to a seafood place, and then on Sunday we went to a lounge. All of those were firsts for me except the seafood place (and living in Louisiana). I kind of felt like an adult 💯
- I didn't watch Naruto all month *dies horribly*
- I ended up not doing Small Web September. I was actually busy for real and not just in my head for once, so I'm not mad at myself for this.
Present
- I'm Working On Stuff but I won't say what Stuff is until I'm done with it. I don't want to accidentally give myself a dopamine hit now and then lose the desire to finish. I also don't want to disappoint anyone when I inevitably don't finish it regardless.
- Despite everything, I still have not dropped out.
- I'm kind of playing Suikoden, but I really shouldn't be because I'm supposed to be playing Haruka 2. Thing is when I'm at my desk I'm too busy with other stuff to play that, but when I'm in bed trying to go to sleep my 3DS is right there like oooooo you wanna play me sooooo bad. Lately I've been into Theatrhythm Final Fantasy, but I play Suikoden when I've played all the songs I want to but I'm not sleepy yet. (The 3DS can run Playstation games but not Playstation 2 games, so I cannot play Haruka 2 on it, you see.) Finishing any game would be good though. I can cross something out the queue even if I've messed up the order.
Future
- I'll probably have a job in a few weeks. Please don't be Walmart.
- It would be nice if I could finish even one of the 3-5 things I'm working on :) The way you meet new people online is through creation, I think, so I have to create something.
- I will be taking a nap right after I post this! Good night!
Tags:
