The third book in this series is expected next March, and I look forward to reading it.
Contains: Child harm; dog harm; violence (both interpersonal and mob); fire.
Finished off the blanket edging today, as planned! :D So it's done for now - I do still want to put the scale lines in, but uh now is not a good time. I mentioned the window thing, right? Yeah. Really gotta get shit moved ASAP.
Other than that, I also mucked out the chook coop, and the cat boxes, and went for a walk with Mama. That is a LOT of things for one me!
Sushi is definitely feeling better, today. And, I'm not sure how the fuck he hid it for FIVE FUCKING DAYS, but today I noticed he has a raw spot on his tail - it's pretty big, like 2-3cm long and ~1cm wide in the middle! So no fucking WONDER he's been keeping his tail down and close! I am less concerned about him having pulled a muscle or something, honestly, though also. Ow. Poor baby...
Anyway he's whining at mealtimes again, and used my shoulder as a springboard to get up into my bed this evening, so he's a lot more like himself! (Even with the annoying things, alas...)
No multiplayer Terraria today, I was too busy, but I did play a bit in my solo world. Found shimmer! Shit is freaky, ngl, you just drop right through. Still, a cool thing!!! :D
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2. What are you currently reading?
- Empire of Grass by Tad Williams. Still reading
- A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness. A hardback from the library that is in high demand so I'm not allowed to renew it. I'm struggling with this, and I've been tempted to DNF it several times, but I'm soldiering on.
3. What will you be reading next?
I'm going to finish the Lily Adler mysteries.
Rules: How many letters of the alphabet have you used for starting a fanwork title? One fanwork per line, ‘A’ and 'The’ do not count for 'a’ and ’t’. Post your score out of 26 at the end, along with your total works count.
A: And I still wonder if you notice me (Masters of the Air, Harry/Rosie)
B: Botanical Abomination (Roswell New Mexico, Max/Kyle/Liz)
C: Caught in the Rain (Masters of the Air, Buck/Bucky)
D: Drew the Line Right Through You (Roswell New Mexico, Kyle/Max)
E: Escaping Eros (The Expanse TV, Alex/Amos)
F: Fever When You Hold Me Tight (The Boys in the Boat, Don/Bobby)
G: Gods of Virility (Supernatural, Dean/Sam)
H: Hesitation Dribble (Watcher RPF, Shane/Ryan)
I: Intertwined by Circumstance (Roswell New Mexico, Max/Kyle/Liz)
J: Just for Tonight (Masters of the Air, Bucky/Rosie)
K: Keeping Tahoe Blue-ish (Watcher RPF, Shane/Ryan)
L: Like New Again (Dead Boy Detectives, Jenny & Monty)
M: Marking the Occasion (Band of Brothers, Johnny/Bull)
N: Not a Competition (Teen Wolf, Scott/Isaac/Stiles)
O: On the Edge of a Blade (MCU, Bucky/Natasha)
P: promise I'll be gentle (Hades game, Zagreus/Thanatos)
Q~
R: Real Life (MCU, Steve/Tony)
S: Snowfall Kind of Girl (Roswell, Maria/Michael)
T: Two Knives, Two Secrets (Dune movies, Feyd-Rautha/Paul)
U: Unable to Withstand Them (Roswell New Mexico, Pod Squad gen)
V: Viable Excuse (Roswell New Mexico, Max/Kyle)
W: Warning Signs (Teen Wolf, implied Stiles/Allison)
X~
Y: you kiss me like you want it, how rude (Generation Kill, Brad/Nate)
Z~
23/26. I have 362 works on AO3. I actually had a lot of W and P titles, which I did not expect. I think 'x' is difficult unless I name a fic X marks the spot?? I could probably come up with titles for the other two letters.
the following review will contain mentions of abuse and violence
my little goat (2018): quite a famous short film, but truly deserves its fame. the plot is surprisingly well built for such a short runtime, and i think thats largely due to its wonderful use of visual parallelisms, which subtly hint towards the story of characters we dont know much about yet, but still takes its time to build up their individual conflicts…which is seriously impressive. it has a very lovely stop motion animation, which balances the cutesy designs of its characters (smth logical as the main characters are children) with the very horrifying Horrors that happen, and the lighting…ohhh…lovely ambience. More on the topic of parallelisms, the similarities with both of the protagonists situations are very similar (as both have suffered abuse) but have WILDLY different contexts, SPECIALLY taking into account that in a interview (full disclaimer: i read this from a japanese page that was translated of the short which included what the autor has said about it…but i cant find the link yet, so take this with a grain of salt and in case this rings a bell and you happen to have the link that reminds u of this, link it and correct it if necessary), which was meant to contrast two different types of parenting and how they affect children, which only makes this more interesting imo. overall recommend A LOT :D, jst content warnings for child sexual abuse, violence, trauma, mild gore.
the following review will contain mentions of violence and gore
DA MOTHERFUCKING CHAINSAW MAAIIIID (chainsaw maid): la piba motosierra es real xd. the short has a fairly simple story, nothing too deep on that regard but efficient for the type of story it seeks to tell, which is VIOLENCEEEE :D. unlike the previous short, who also uses stop motion, the animation here isnt nearly as complex and is mostly based on modeling clay figures alongside bright sets, but still manages to have a charactheristic visual style, and ngl the clay makes the figures/GORE AND BLOOOOD look very good and meaty. again, the plot ain’t very complex, is jst a zombie invation and uhhh there’s a maid who fucking kills them with…guess what…a chainsaw :D. nice if u need to watch smth short
also been watching videos of nana825763, and yeah he’s very good :3. the “walk through of my house” one, while somewhat monotonous, had a VERY creepy climax. also i love how this dude does blood; both in this video, pokopokopikotan, the username 666 one and the pokopoko shopping one the blood looks lovely (in a “it does look meaty AND it looks like is genuinely rotting :D) and is done on very original ways (who would’ve thought to use wet tissues to show decay :D??) i would like to check more of his work, as he’s very talented and insanely dedicated (content warnings: all of the videos ive mentioned have gore and blood, SPECIALLY pokopoko shopping; username666 has disturbing abstract content, the house one has rotting spaces and blood, pokopokopikotan is basically a sexual abuse allegory…and yeah thats it lol)
.......also the clothes shopping mechanic is way more fun than it has any right to be. Pokemon ZA, covert fashion simulator! :DDDDD
This is another old meme that I find particularly interesting because it's a lot harder than it can seem at first. I mean, I could rattle off dozens of characters I love off the top of my head, but listing 3 that are similar to me in some ways is not so straightforward. At least to me.
Anyway, here's my current choice (and it's interesting to see how different they are from the ones I chose the first time around, 10 years ago - Hermione Granger, Elinor Dash wood from Sense&Sensibility and Jaye from Wonderfalls):
Margaret Hale from North&South. A strong-willed woman who's really not a good judge of character. Generous but proud, her family is very important to her. She's also generous and compassionate and I think I am too.
Tami Taylor from Friday Night Lights. Isn't it a bit sad that I could come up only with her as an example of a grown woman who is a wife and mother but is not only defined by these two roles? She also had a career in education (she was a guidance counselor and then a vice principal or something along those lines). Of course, I wish I was half as cool as her.
Mirabel from Encanto. This is because quite a few of my students said I remind them of her. Lol. I think they meant physically what with my short curly hair and the glasses, buy I must say the bubbly personality, the tendency to people-pleasing and her love for her family are something else we have in common.
Which characters do you think are similar to you in some ways and why?
I am very tired, and have been all day. I expect not going to bed until very late last night had something to do with it. I had an accidental midday nap, too, so... yeah.
But! Blanket is almost done! I just need to do a zig-zag around the edge where the border finishes, that's all! Would have done it tonight but my father had gone to bed and the sewing machine is in the room next to his bedroom, so... He could probably sleep through it, but I'd rather not disturb him. AND if it suddenly gets hot tomorrow I can still use the blanket, it's in a perfectly useable state now yay! :D
Other than that, played some Terraria with people again, which was fun! :D And a bit more on my own after I worked on the blanket.
Sushi is walking a lot better today, so I'm hoping that's because he's actually healing as much as the painkillers. Given he was still walking oddly yesterday, I have high hopes! His tail is still drooping, but the base of it is a lot more expressive, so hopefully that's just the swelling...
Also wow what is the cloudflare bullshit, bleh. As someone on one of the discord servers I'm on said, "Boy howdy, do I love having 90% of the internet run through about 3 different companies." :/
I held off on making this post until today, as it’s my last day of annual leave, so the last day of my dedicated writing time. Writing has been going well, I’ve now written as many words as I had by the end of the year last year so I’m officially caught up. As I started November 6000 words ahead of where I was last year, I’m hoping to maintain that, ideally I’d like to be able to say I wrote 10,000 more words this year than last but we’ll call that a stretch goal! (The return of my fic writing ability/motivation means that I’m hopeful that I’ll be able to spend December writing a bunch of treats and pinch hits, thereby getting a decent word count for the final month.) An interesting thing about this year’s writing is that it hasn’t consumed everything else. For a start, I’ve finished the non-fiction book I was reading this month, and I’ve started another.
My other personal target for this month was that I wanted to finish the little crochet crab that I’m making. It’s the first proper amigurumi that I’ve tackled so getting it successfully finished will tick a bunch of boxes. It goes in fits and starts because I keep having to take it to my knitting group to get help. (Being a very beginner crocheter and working between UK and US instructions can be complicated - I was taught by someone who uses US terms, one of the ladies at knitting uses UK terms and the other is Dutch!) So I have finished the body and a leg, and I’ve made half a claw but now I’m stuck until I can get to knitting and have someone show me what’s meant by ‘turn’ in this context. I have, however, found a good video for doing magic circle so hopefully by the time I finish the legs - there’s eight - I’ll have that down pat. I’m travelling for work this week, so I’m hoping to get the rest of the legs and both eyes done while I’m away. That way I can ask about both the claw and the eyestalks while I’m there and get both sorted out. It’s fun looking at the progress that I’ve made on it, I’m quite pleased with the stitch texture I’m getting now, and I’m pleased to have mastered decreasing but already I can see where I’ve improved and got better. Like, I’m having moments of realising ‘oh that’s why keeping the stitch count right was so hard’ and ‘oh that was silly, of course I should do it this way instead’. (I did, as predicted end up breaking the flismy little plastic hook that came with the kit - my tension is tight! - but actually now that I’ve dug out a metal hook of the correct size I feel that I’m getting on better, I don’t know if it’s just that I was worrying about snapping the old one, or if it’s actually easier with a hook of a different material.) I’ve been zooming through my podcast backlog while I’ve been working on the crab, which has also been quite satisfying.
At the start of last week I kind of felt that I wasn’t making much progress on many things I wanted to have done this week, but looking back on it, I think I’ve done everything I needed to do. There's definitely more things I wanted/intended to do but the time critical stuff - things that needed ordered and bought by deadline, stuff that was expiring both food and digital stuff have been dealt with - has been done, I've added a bunch of lights to places in the unending fight against the lack of light. I got some more cute decorative lights, fairy lights and a snow globe style one. Also while i was tidying out other things, I found some stick on press lights that my dad gave me ages ago and had no idea what I'd do with them, and it dawn on me they'd be ideal for the meter cupboard so now the cupboard with the fuse box and the electric meter and the cupboard where the gas meter lives have little press lights so I don't have to juggle my phone's flashlight when I'm trying to send my meter readings.
I didn’t get my curtains dry cleaned in the end because when I took them in to the dry cleaners, they were like ‘oh no’ because they’re both thermal lined and from Dunelm and apparently they’ve had a run of those where there’s something wrong with the thermal lining, so they stick together in the machine and the lining shreds when you try to separate them again. (Sometimes they’re fine, but they’re not often that they’ve got a special report and letter they give people to get their money back/replacement curtains from Dunelm.) The dry cleaning lady recommended - as mine were dusty rather than actually grubby, I vacuumed them when I took them down - hanging the outside on a nice dry breezy day and giving them a febreeze! I even got my good sewing shears sharpened - now if I could just find my chalk I could get to work on shortening those curtains. Though I do now have...concerns about ironing the new seams...
Vet day today!
We ended up having to go to the further away vet anyway; we went to our usual but the vet there was all '...we don't have an xray machine here and it might just be swelling but I'd really like to make sure he doesn't have any broken bones in his tail', so yeah. We went and did that.
It turns out it IS just swelling! Which is a relief and a half! They gave him a painkiller injection (which should last ~3 days, which is really! Impressive!!), and I've got some more anti-inflammatory painkillers for when that wears off. Plus poop medication, because while they thankfully didn't find any broken bones on the xray they did find he was full of poop. Probably because moving his tail was so painful! But medication just in case, too.
Anyway, despite All Of That, and also having to be sedated for the xray, more or less the first thing Sushi did when we got home (perked up a LOT from the painkiller) was start sniffing at the back door, trying to figure out if he could get it open and go Outside. SIGH. He has clearly not learned a single thing!
But hey, at least he'll be fine! Eventually! And he's feeling better, too, which is great.
Other than that, played a bunch of Terraria both with people and by myself, and then I got distracted and... yeah. But, you know, stuff and things and more stuff and more things and whatever. Yes. Bed time.

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I don't know how much of the day I have to wait for a call back from the health center, though, so I will have to leave to take the call at some point.



